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As a reply to Mr. Mystic-sorry I didn't have the comments thing up, I'll try and fix that in a moment.
And also, I know that 18 is still young, and I'll be the first to admit I know not a damn thing
about this world. As well, I choose the path of drugs as a past time for now, something that is to me more exciting the sports and more stimulating then sex. Funny story about that, actually, which I may get into on a later date. I don't plan on continuing my drug use in the future, but it all depends on how the dice are rolled I guess, all I can do is hope for the best and not mess anything up until the time comes.
And for Dan-
My habitual use is usually a quarter every purchase, which is every other day, but this weekend a group of friends and I had a ounce easy for share by everyone. Spend most of my weekends at a friends blown most of the time on several different substances.
So, yes, started drugs at the age of 16, and here I am, 2 years later, finally starting to experiment with other new better worse things.
One thing I have to apologize for right now, is that drugs usually are on my mind. I know this is a glaring contradiction when I stated before that they are just a past time for me, but I am so bored with everything else that is going on. (Oh, gods, yay the emo teenager comes out). It just seems that there are so many ruts, and I feel I am stuck in a rock and a hard, boring place right now. It will be another half a year or so until I can escape to college, and until then I really don't have much ambition to do anything else. So, there you have it, a bored teenager who partakes drugs.
I feel so generic :\
about this world. As well, I choose the path of drugs as a past time for now, something that is to me more exciting the sports and more stimulating then sex. Funny story about that, actually, which I may get into on a later date. I don't plan on continuing my drug use in the future, but it all depends on how the dice are rolled I guess, all I can do is hope for the best and not mess anything up until the time comes.
And for Dan-
My habitual use is usually a quarter every purchase, which is every other day, but this weekend a group of friends and I had a ounce easy for share by everyone. Spend most of my weekends at a friends blown most of the time on several different substances.
However, I am getting dreadfully sick of marijuana, it slows me down too much and it gets hard to remember things. I have done snow several times, and fell in love with it every time. Still have around 5 drugs on my list that I haven't done yet,
but I will definitely have the list finished before I leave for my new life. So, yes, started drugs at the age of 16, and here I am, 2 years later, finally starting to experiment with other new better worse things.
One thing I have to apologize for right now, is that drugs usually are on my mind. I know this is a glaring contradiction when I stated before that they are just a past time for me, but I am so bored with everything else that is going on. (Oh, gods, yay the emo teenager comes out). It just seems that there are so many ruts, and I feel I am stuck in a rock and a hard, boring place right now. It will be another half a year or so until I can escape to college, and until then I really don't have much ambition to do anything else. So, there you have it, a bored teenager who partakes drugs.
I feel so generic :\
posted by Minx at 11:15 AM
3 Comments:
Well, I'm never going to tell someone not to do what I myself did (although I wasn't a teenager) but that sounds like a lot. You may be bored but that's going to add up to some serious funds if you don't take a step back. I'd recommend cutting back for that reason alone.
Hey Minx,
I can totally understand where you're coming from. It's a little hard for me to read this right now because I am just beginning my recovery not only from alcohol, but also cocaine. I did a lot of other drugs in my day as well. I know how the draw can be. But I guess if I have any advice, it's this-- there are always more choices than there seem to be. It doesn't have to be "boredom or drugs." For me, I thought it was a choice between emotional pain or drugs/alcohol. You never could have convinced me otherwise. But what do you know... here I am, learning to live a life without substances-- a life that may actually turn out happy!
That said, we all have our own journey.
I'm glad you're writing!
love,
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Dan-
It actually doesn't add up to serious funds, because what I spend I always make sure to make back by either selling just enough or having friends buy that owe me already. I don't go into the business to make a profit-since the greedy ones always get caught.
Hyde-
I'm really sorry. :(
Of course it's going to be happy.
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