Ugh. This has been a very crazy week.
As it being the first time I've been home this weekend, I was going to try and motivate myself to writing a full post, and ask questions that I need help answering.
But I'm so bonedead tired.
This blinking cursor annoys me. It's waiting, it knows I have writer's block, and it knows that despite what bullshit I type, I still have no idea what I'm saying.
Since I can't think of anything useful to say, and because recapping on this past week and a half is going to be set aside for tomorrow, I may as well end this with a quote
"I think expectations are the major fault in relationships. People expect too much out of the other, and they end up failing."
Why'd I use this quote? I think I'm in love with someone who is still dating another girl. He doesn't know how much I do care for him, but he's been acting..strange lately. We act as a couple, sleep in the same bed when we're together, sleep together when we're together, secretly holding hands under the blanket when other people are around.
I know, I should probably ask him what the dealio is, and stop doing these things, but I honestly don't care, simply because I don't expect anything out of him. I'm tired of being used, but hey, at least now it can also be my turn.
As it being the first time I've been home this weekend, I was going to try and motivate myself to writing a full post, and ask questions that I need help answering.
But I'm so bonedead tired.
This blinking cursor annoys me. It's waiting, it knows I have writer's block, and it knows that despite what bullshit I type, I still have no idea what I'm saying.
Since I can't think of anything useful to say, and because recapping on this past week and a half is going to be set aside for tomorrow, I may as well end this with a quote
"I think expectations are the major fault in relationships. People expect too much out of the other, and they end up failing."
Why'd I use this quote? I think I'm in love with someone who is still dating another girl. He doesn't know how much I do care for him, but he's been acting..strange lately. We act as a couple, sleep in the same bed when we're together, sleep together when we're together, secretly holding hands under the blanket when other people are around.
I know, I should probably ask him what the dealio is, and stop doing these things, but I honestly don't care, simply because I don't expect anything out of him. I'm tired of being used, but hey, at least now it can also be my turn.
posted by Minx at 9:00 PM
3 Comments:
Honestly, I can't think of anything that expectations don't ruin. They are one of the banes of my existence - I am always finding my hopes set far too high in life. Maybe it's me.
I totally agree dan. Because of my expectations of people, I almost gave up completely on not only my life, but my future and the people around me, they just didn't stand up. I'm a bit happier now that I expect nothing out of people, so maybe that's how it should be? I don't know.
Whatever happened to your recap? As for your quote on "expectations," I generally agree, except that I'm torn about this. I think that we have the right to expect good things from people that we love. But that was the very heart of the conflict between me and Brick...and earlier this summer between me and my friend VJ. So, I guess I'm still wrestling with that myself.
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