Oi...
So..tired..and sore.
This weekend was awesome again, thankfully. Friday was pretty null, though, as I went to visit TheEnigma at work and had to hear about his plans to go to a strip joint in the next town over, and apparently I was invited for the trip with him, PartyHardy, and Loyalty. However, I'd been busily looking up the psychology of religion on the music shop's computer, so I didn't recognize the invite and felt sorely out of the group. After I left there I headed over to ExHippie's place, where I was informed that she no longer could partake in ganj, since her mom was forcing her to get drug tested in the next month, and if she fails she has to go to a substance abuse clinic. We sat around bitching about how stupid it was, consequently she rolled a couple of fatties. After seeing my puzzled look she already said she was fucked from smoking the day before, and she was just going to try and clear her system 2 weeks prior to the test. I still think she's daffy, but it's her life. Headed for home around midnight, and that's the end of friday.
Saturday was a bit more eventful, headed to TheEnigma's at around 2, woke his sorry ass up along with PartyHardy. Apparently they hadn't made it to the strip joint because Loyalty is a retard and came to pick them up too late, so I laughed deviantly inside while getting them up for a wake'n'bake. Afterwards, we hopped over to PsychoNot's pad, made a room so smoky we couldn't even walk across the floor, and had a jolly old time. When we were forced back to TheEnigma's place, Loyalty decided to take PartyHardy home and we had the place to ourselves.
I'll skip the details, despite how juicy they are, and just say it was a fun night. It's starting to feel a lot more comfortable at his place, his mom even gave me a hug before departing on her own adventures (I swear, she has more of a life then us teenagers).
A strange event that's been occuring lately that I must divulge...it's now 3 times that TheEnigma has said "I love you." to me. Okay, so 1 was during sex and 1 was right after, but still. He's smarter then that, knows better then to let the moment overcome him like that and just say nonsense things. Or maybe he actually means it? I do not know. He's still with his girlfriend, but apparently they haven't even spoken to each other in weeks. I do not know, all I know is I'd best not let my heart get over my head, I know he's leaving and that there will be absolutely nothing in the future, since I'm also planning on going to an obscure college and not telling anyone where it is. But still, it feels nice, y'know? A complete and utter lie to ensure that I keep coming back, but it still feels nice. I also believe that it is impossible for anyone to truly love me, so it doesn't take too much effort to believe it's a lie, which is thankfully to my benefit this time.
Okay, now I'm off to visit with my grandparents before running around town doing nothing again. Or maybe I'll just go to bed.
This weekend was awesome again, thankfully. Friday was pretty null, though, as I went to visit TheEnigma at work and had to hear about his plans to go to a strip joint in the next town over, and apparently I was invited for the trip with him, PartyHardy, and Loyalty. However, I'd been busily looking up the psychology of religion on the music shop's computer, so I didn't recognize the invite and felt sorely out of the group. After I left there I headed over to ExHippie's place, where I was informed that she no longer could partake in ganj, since her mom was forcing her to get drug tested in the next month, and if she fails she has to go to a substance abuse clinic. We sat around bitching about how stupid it was, consequently she rolled a couple of fatties. After seeing my puzzled look she already said she was fucked from smoking the day before, and she was just going to try and clear her system 2 weeks prior to the test. I still think she's daffy, but it's her life. Headed for home around midnight, and that's the end of friday.
Saturday was a bit more eventful, headed to TheEnigma's at around 2, woke his sorry ass up along with PartyHardy. Apparently they hadn't made it to the strip joint because Loyalty is a retard and came to pick them up too late, so I laughed deviantly inside while getting them up for a wake'n'bake. Afterwards, we hopped over to PsychoNot's pad, made a room so smoky we couldn't even walk across the floor, and had a jolly old time. When we were forced back to TheEnigma's place, Loyalty decided to take PartyHardy home and we had the place to ourselves.
I'll skip the details, despite how juicy they are, and just say it was a fun night. It's starting to feel a lot more comfortable at his place, his mom even gave me a hug before departing on her own adventures (I swear, she has more of a life then us teenagers).
A strange event that's been occuring lately that I must divulge...it's now 3 times that TheEnigma has said "I love you." to me. Okay, so 1 was during sex and 1 was right after, but still. He's smarter then that, knows better then to let the moment overcome him like that and just say nonsense things. Or maybe he actually means it? I do not know. He's still with his girlfriend, but apparently they haven't even spoken to each other in weeks. I do not know, all I know is I'd best not let my heart get over my head, I know he's leaving and that there will be absolutely nothing in the future, since I'm also planning on going to an obscure college and not telling anyone where it is. But still, it feels nice, y'know? A complete and utter lie to ensure that I keep coming back, but it still feels nice. I also believe that it is impossible for anyone to truly love me, so it doesn't take too much effort to believe it's a lie, which is thankfully to my benefit this time.
Okay, now I'm off to visit with my grandparents before running around town doing nothing again. Or maybe I'll just go to bed.
posted by Minx at 8:42 AM
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